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Everything is just screwed up. I didn't even know if I did the right thing. Yes, I've finally spoken out what I had been keeping for so long but seriously I don't think it helped a bit. Now things are getting tenser.

People getting upset. Friendship lost. Trust broken.

I think history is repeating itself.

I tried to stay strong, like I always do. I don't know what's gotten into me today. I just broke down. What the hell was going on? I thought I would feel better but no, think I screwed things up. Yayness.

To you... I don't know... I just wanted things to get better. Both of you get along, happy group of friends together, like we did last time. Long long time ago.

I've lost a friend.

I'm alright. I need time to recover. Just a short period of time. Give me scotch tape and I'll stick the cracked egg back.

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Anonymous said…
Sigh... Life goes on. I don't how long it will take, but things will get better...
11:44 PM
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