对不起

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今天终于拿回了我们的道德教育考卷，心里是非常的担心。虽然我已经做好心理准备，也知道 自己有很大可能会Fail，可是我万万想不到自己竟然考得了一个20%。我把考卷翻了又翻，希望不是自己的眼睛在骗自己，但事实就是这样，我得了个 20%。我没什么多大的情绪波动，我以为我自己能够忍着不哭，毕竟，我知道是我自己的错，自己错在哪儿。我不喜欢在别人面前哭，我不想别人看到我脆弱的一面，那是很难堪的。

当我走到Mr. Kuna的面前的时候，他看了我的分数，说了话。而他的那番话让我的眼泪情不自禁地在眼里打滚，我哭了。
他没有骂我，他告诉我，他一直认为我是一个非常好的学生，他非常的看好我，他觉得我是绝对有能力做到他期待的水准。我真的真的好感动，心里也十分的惭愧。至少如果他骂我，我还没有那么难受。为什么我一直都认为他烦呢？为什么我那么叛逆，曾经是那么的不喜欢他？

就 一直这样，一直哭一直哭，在厕所整整哭了15分钟左右。我真的觉得我好对不起老师啊！同时我也很感激镁娴和桂芹，那两个人为了逗我笑，把自己弄得像白痴一 样 >.< 还有谢晴，舒宁，淑萍，风晶等，你们人都好好哦！谢谢你们！
我应该是前三世做了很多好事，才能修来这世的福吧！

我想，我真的是那一种，跌倒一次后，才会爬起来，而且爬得更高的人吧！也许，这就是我的优点？或者我该说是……缺点？

为 了不再一次辜负老师对我的期望，不再让爸爸妈妈失望，不再让朋友们为我担心，也不让我的眼泪白白流掉，我一定要做到最好！要发挥鸡蛋精神！我实在想不出鸡 蛋有什么好耶…… =.= 可是，我是颗鸡蛋，而且是鸡蛋忍者哦，一定一定一定要永远永远永远保持乐观，脸上永远永远永远都挂着那傻傻的、像在发花痴的笑容呀！

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