Second Month of The Year

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6 February 2007
It's February! It's the second month of 2007 and also the second month of my weight loss plan!

The good news is, I've lost 2kg in 1 month and the bad news is.. there's still a loooooooong looooooooooooong way to go.. 15kg more to lose! Goshhh, that's like so hard loh! I actually calculated and if things go smoothly, I might be able to achieve my goal in July. I heard the first few kilograms are usually easy to get rid of because those kilograms are not really body fat, they're just water, but once you get to the burning body fat part, it's going to hard. Aiyer, blame myself for overeating! Eat so much for years, then now only thinking of losing weight (Actually, I DID think of losing weight before this, just that I didn't take any action to do it XD )

I'm kinda worried, because I don't wanna get any eating disorder like bulimia or anorexia O_O I get confused whenever friends suggested ridiculous methods like, not eating rice for a year, go on diet, medication, weight loss plaster, yada yada yada. These are all the easy and fast methods, yet I wouldn't DARE to try.

This morning, I went to the canteen and the canteen aunty just fried a lot of HOT, FRESH, CRISPY fried chicken. Eeeeeeeee, very very attractive! I hesitated for a while, bought bread and walked away. Few minutes later, I walked back to the stall and bought 1 chicken. -_- Both my friend and I are struggling to lose weight, thennnnnn she told me "Nevermind lah! We share share loh!" Okay, I was seduced by the chicken! Damn!

I hate this feeling, really. When I see food, I just couldn't resist. Then, after I finished eating, I feel guilty O_O Just hoping that I don't get any eating disorder.. I've controlled myself for 1 whole month already lah! >.<

Amitabha amitabha amitabha amitabha don't let me get any eating disorder O__O

P.S. : I was supposed to post this a week ago but heck, Streamyx died on me -_- And I gotta type this post in Notepad and it's left there for 1 whole week just because, the people from TM Nut didn't plug in the card or whatsoever in their control tower.. MALAYSIA BOLEH! =.=

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